The hospital bed is my sanctuary, I no longer want to be a part of this world. The voice speaks to me, but I ignore it.
While I'm opening my eyes, I fear just what I might see.
I'm wrapped to machines around, and to the machine that Ive become
As I scan my life, I cant contemplate in this complicated world
These tubes will produce more life juice then I ever will.
I fell like I am Walking through the water and I wonder
Can I
Breath in
without choking
I'm not fit to play this game,
Chance is a blank screen with one steady line
when I have it all, I want more,
When I have nothing I want nothing at all.
If I'm praying then why cant I just believe
I feel like I am Walking through the water and I wonder
Can I
Breath in
Without choking
Let me out!
Why cant it all be the way I want to?
Suffocating by my beliefs, I want to know
Crucified on my bed
Tubes are in my stigmas
I'm lying here and I'm longing for the end
Dispute the state I am in
I'm still having good opinion about myself
I dont know why I shouldn't go on when my mind is telling me that
I can be Jesus and Judas and that is OK.
When I can be no one, and I can be all, so Why cant I be God ?
Come one
Breath in Its all right,
Breath in - All is fine,
Breath in - Dont fall away, dont look away, come to the light
Breath in there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come on and
WAKE UP dreamer
WAKE UP dreamer
AWAKE! Come on
AWAKE! everything will be all right
Who are you to judge me?
For all the colors of the world? NO
Dont fall away, dont look away, come to the light
there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come one
I will find my own peace of awakening when I want to
So hide your face and bleed for our sins in the corner
I dont know what you think you are, but I am so much more!
This lyric was posted anonymously. Not yet confirmed by Book of Metal.
