Now that she is gone, I have no will to carry on. No more numbness.just pain
Picking up the pieces of time past
All that was, and all the wounds will never mend, All that should be is torn asunder. Im trying harder, but whom to turn to, when she was all, when she is now gone? After all that has been, after all the hiding, the trying, the fighting, the lying, and the pain forms a
wall, and it forms a mask, forms sweet duality. Behind, I hide. Building an urge to seek for comfort, unborn god and unnamed religion. Seeking for shreds of memory that I left inside.
I bleed
I fall
I know
Some things will never change
The more I tend to rise
The more I crave to fall
Every night the dream is the same
I long to stay in the velvet sleep
Never again to feel
The pain of awakening
Now I sit alone
Like a cold and bitter stone
Waiting for a sign
In the desert of denial
Still feeling the pain,
the pain reappears
visions of two springs collide
never before to fell
the ache of wondering
The pain wont cease to end
I got to find the remedy
Seeking what I cannot find nor
Grasp, and its puling me
Down, down into that trip again
Hallo baby, its good to see you here
Sit down, grab a drink, stay for a night.
I know its too fast and strange but
Sit back, enjoy the ride. Whats that?
Come on, but just dont stop
Believing that its true
Hold me, sorry, I dont feel a thing
Im feeling sadder and sadder
No! I need to be happy,
Or just to feel depressed again?
Wondering where you are
I wish to be with you
Still I love you so
A silent cry in the night
Will be wept unheard, again
I bleed
I fall
I know
Some things will never change
The more I tend to rise
The more I crave to fall
Burn it away, take it away,
Fake it away, its ticking away
Feel the need to pretend
Im behind the mask, Im behind the wall
Always fighting between my selves
Regretting all I have and havent ever done
Every night the dream is the same
I long to stay in the velvet sleep
Never again to feel
The pain of awakening
As the city lights still flicker down below
With all its glorious insignificant glow
One light is slowly fading away
And no one knows
No one should know that
Still I love you so
A silent cry in the night
Will be left unheard
This lyric was posted anonymously. Not yet confirmed by Book of Metal.
