All my life Ive been living in a lie
Ive been crying on my own
I will die on my own
In my mind I am already dead
I am scared and Im waiting
For someone to take me away
Cant you see that Im falling
Cant you see that Im crying
All my life Ive been living in a lie
Ive been lying to my self
Ive been lying to my soul
I cannot live like this anymore
I just wanna sleep and hope I fade away
I know that someones haunting me
I know that someones calling me
Telling me to end this life of misery
I know that someones holding me
I know that someones guiding me
Away from this pain
And away from this life of misery
All my life Ive been searching for the light
Ive been living in the dark
Ive been living in a dream
I hate everything that surrounds me
And I hate everyone and I hate myself
I am lost and Im running out of breath
I fear myself and I fear what I will do
I will die and Ill never be forgiven
I close my eyes and I will end it now
This lyric was posted anonymously. Not yet confirmed by Book of Metal.