Is this for real
Or is it just another fantasy
That Im living in
Trapped in this nightmare we call life
Im blinded by my hate
I cant take it no more
Locked up with the shadows within
I can hear them whisper
I can hear them calling
They preach the words of wisdom
But the words just fade away and die
It feels like Im losing my mind
Cause the shadows within tell me how to end my life
Suicide is the only way for me
Dont try to save me cause I only wanna die
Now its time for me to say goodbye
Its time for me to close my eyes and fall
I dont wanna be alive
I dont wanna be a part of this anymore
Why dont they leave me alone
Dont wanna live when Im alive
Why dont they leave me alone
Dont wanna face another lie
All alone Im surrounded by silence
I hear them call my name
I hear them preach the words
They say I must believe
They say I cant go on like this
They never leave me alone
I am not afraid
To take the final step and close my eyes forever
What is left for me to do
Except taking my own life
And leave it all behind
This lyric was posted anonymously. Not yet confirmed by Book of Metal.
