I've been losing myself in anger
So much broken by the rage
Nothing could take my mind off
How to make them pay
Killing myself for nothing
And the pain won't go away
Losing myself to madness
And the game's been played
If I could turn the hands of time
I would but here I am
Tell me why am I still here when its all gone
Im living with the ghost of yesterday
Tell me why am I still trying to hold on
Ive got to tear it down to let it go
Im too tired to keep on trying
But Im spellbound til the end
Knowing that theres no closure
For my wars inside
Ive buried the good and evil
Only memories left behind
I am the one still standing
I will live to tell
If I could turn the hands of time
I would but here I am
Here I am!
Tell me why am I still here when its all gone
Im living with the ghost of yesterday
Tell me why am I still trying to hold on
Ive got to tear it down to let it go
Tell me why Im wasting away,
Tell me how to break my own chains,
Cause Im losing after all,
How can I escape this grim fate
Tell me how to face one more day,
Cause Im wasting away
Its all gone silent
I'm searching for fire
Nothing to fight for alone
Tell me why am I still here when its all gone
Im living with the ghost of yesterday
Tell me why am I still here when its all gone
Im living with the ghost of yesterday
Tell me why am I still trying to hold on
Ive got to tear it down to let it go