To be honest, the truth is Im afraid
I fear losing the only thing Ive ever held so close
The fact is you never cared
Half as much for me as I did for you.
No matter what you say,
Youre filling your head with lies
Telling yourself youll be here,
When youre not anywhere to be found
How can you just close your eyes
And pretend Im a ghost,
When I am haunted by the thought of you
To be honest, I wish I was like you.
I wish I could forget these memories
Did you not see me falling down
Into endless shades of grey
You watched without taking a step
I just wish you could disappear
But maybe Im the one who turns to smoke
Maybe this is my destiny
Maybe this is my destiny
