Looking for answers in all the wrong places.
Wont find a better me at the bottom of a bottle.
Constantly stressed, theres a heavy weight on my chest.
Filled with sorrow, dont seem to care if I live tomorrow.
With each sip Im closer to the edge.
Glassy eyed, can barely stand.
Just one more drink and Ill call it quits.
The partys been over but still Im wanting more.
Always chasing that buzz.
Trying to access my feelings, Im mentally numb.
Crack open another beer, that familiar sound of self-sabotage.
With each sip Im closer to the edge.
Glassy eyed, can barely stand.
Just one more drink and Ill call it quits.
Cant face myself, cant face my fears.
Goddamn it, Im drunk again.
How did I get here? Something has got to change.
I feel Ive lost control.
Im weak and feeble, but can I be strong?
Can I redefine myself? How long has it been?
Ive become estranged from sobriety.
Tired of the self delusion.
Tired of the dependency.
Can I break this cycle?
I want to be a break in the chain.
Ill face myself.
Ill face my fears.
This lyric was posted anonymously. Not yet confirmed by Book of Metal.
