I am waiting
Im suffocating
I cant breathe
The pain stays too long
Yet I linger
And point my finger
The hard way
The urge to run is strong
Every time I close my eyes
Every time I try to hide
The panic builds up inside
All the things I left behind
Are taking over my own mind
I know its over now
Sometimes I cannot remember
I played with open cards
I tried so hard to surrender
Its a shame
How come we cannot erase all the pain
Why arent we strong enough to overcome
Undone, its driving me mad and insane
Is there some other place where we belong?
And now Im hating
And Im creating
This nightmare
That goes on too long
Hanging on to
To what is untrue
I cant leave
The need to stay is strong
Every time I close my eyes
Every time I try to hide
The panic builds up inside
All the things I left behind
Are taking over my own mind
I know its over now
Sometimes I cannot remember
I played with open cards
I tried so hard to surrender
Its a shame
How come we cannot erase all the pain
Why arent we strong enough to overcome
Undone, its driving me mad and insane
Is there some other place where we belong?
Its taking over me
I am too blind to see no oh
Im on the edge about to take my final jump
Im not in charge at all
The shades too dark for me oh oh
Ive crossed the border Im about to fall
This lyric was posted anonymously. Not yet confirmed by Book of Metal.