This bleak and unbearable world
has left me cold and wanting
I need someone to make me feel. Real. Now!
Submerged and trapped beneath the ice,
without your light, without your eyes
I keep looking to find myself in me again
Alive in spite of it all
one with her
Once I aim for the win
Ill find a way
But I will not go quietly
its not my time
s not meant to be
What can I do to make you hear. Me. Now?!
I touch the white upon the window sill
cracks are spidering across the glass
No one will see me if I hold perfectly still
This sense of hopelessness will surely pass
For reasons I have yet to understand
I know the world in ways I cant explain
What I can see, its like the ocean next to land
It all seems futile and in vain
