I must ask why a reason for my melancholy
I mute the cries the longing for your resurgence
And Id do anything to hold your hand for one last time.
There was a knowing in your eyes the day you walked away.
Cant help but feel there is a truth youd rather hide from me
To know you cant disclose to me
leaves me wading through inadequacy
I would have been by your side for eternity.
Ill make the most of all that im given
& hope that ill change the world again.
I wish you a safe journey to heaven,
and a chance you rest in my arms again.
I cant proceed with the knowledge that you felt
you couldnt come to me for every discrepancy
Im replaying the whole scenario to find some peace.
You need to know theres not a thing I wouldnt do for you.
And now i know you were protecting me from the cold truth.
But why think I cant hold this weight,
but in lieu of, push me towards hate?
I wanna be by your side and subdue this pain.
Ill make the most of all that im given
& hope that ill change the world again.
I wish you a safe journey to heaven,
and a chance you rest in my arms again.
And Im dwelling, grieving for you again.
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